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He became aware that Catriana was looking at him...
He became aware that Catriana was looking at him and he turned to herThis time she didn't look awayHer expression, too, was strange; Devin realized she must be feeling the same edginess and sense of unreality that he wasHe suddenly remembered, vividly, the feel of her head against his shoulder an hour agoAt the time he'd hardly registered the fact, so intent had he been on ErleinHe tried to smile reassuringly, but he didn't think he managed it
"Troubadour, you promised us harp music!" Sandre called out abruptlyThe wizard in the darkness didn't respondDevin had forgotten about thatHe didn't feel much like singing and he didn't think Catriana did either
So, in the event, what happened was that Alessan expressionlessly claimed his Tregean pipes and began to make music alone beside the fire
He played beautifully, with a pared-down economy of sound, melodies so sweetly offered that chanel quilted handbag Devin, in his current mood, could almost imagine Eanna's stars and the blue crescent of the one moon pausing in their movements overhead so as not to have to wheel inexorably away from the grace of that music
Then a short while later Devin realized what Alessan was doing and he felt, abruptly, as if he was going to cryHe held himself very still, to keep control, and he looked at the Prince across the red and orange of the flames
Alessan's eyes were closed as he played, his lean face seemed almost hollowed out, the cheekbones showing clearlyAnd into the sounds he made he seemed to pour, as from a votive temple bowl, both the yearning that drove him, and the decency and care that Devin knew lay at the root of himBut that wasn't it, that wasn't what was making Devin want to cry: Every song that Alessan was playing, every single tune, achingly high and sweet, heartbreakingly clear, chanel wallet one after another, was a song from Senzio
A song for Erlein di Senzio, cloaked in bitterness and the shadows of night by the riverbank alone
I will not say I am sorry, Alessan had told the wizard as the sun had setBut I can tell you that I grieve
And the night, listening to the music the Prince of Tigana made upon his pipes, Devin learned the diiference between the twoHe watched Alessan, and then he watched the others as they looked at the Prince, and it was when he was gazing at Baerd that the need to weep did grow too strongHis own griefs rose to the call of the mountain pipesGrief for Alessan and overmastered ErleinFor Baerd and his haunted night walkingFor Sandre and his ten fingers and his dead sonFor Catriana and himself, all their generation, rootless and cut off from what they were in a world without a homeFor all the myriad accumulations of loss and what men and women shop prada handbags had to do in order to seek redress
Catriana went to the baggage and she opened and poured another bottle of wineAnd as always, it was blueShe filled Devin's glass in silenceShe'd scarcely spoken a word all night, but he felt closer to her than he had in a long timeHe drank slowly, watching the cold smoke rise from his glass and drift away in the cool nightThe stars overhead were like icy points of fire and the moon was as blue as the wine and as far away as freedom, or a home
Devin finished his glass and put it downHe reached for his blanket and lay down himself, wrapping it around himHe found himself thinking about his father and of the twins for the first time in a long time
A few moments later Catriana lay down not far awayUsually she spread her sleeping-roll and blanket on the far side of the fire from where he was, next to the DukeDevin was wise enough now to know that chanel j12 watches there was a certain kind of reaching out in what she did, and that tonight might even mark a chance to begin the healing of what lay badly between them, but he was too drained to know what to do or say among all these complicated sorrows
He said good-night to her, softly, but she did not replyHe wasn't sure if she'd heard him, but he didn't say it againA moment later he opened them again, to look at Sandre across the fireThe Duke was gazing steadily into the flamesDevin wondered what he saw thereHe wondered, but he didn't really want to know, Erlein was a shadow, a darker place in the world against the dark by the riverbankDevin lifted himself on one elbow to look for Baerd, but Baerd had gone away, to walk alone in the night
Alessan hadn't moved, or opened his eyesHe was still playing, lonely and high and sorrowful, when Devin fell asleep
He woke to Baerd's firm hand on his louis vuitton duffle bag shoulder
He became aware that Catriana was looking at him and he turned to herThis time she didn't look awayHer expression, too, was strange; Devin realized she must be feeling the same edginess and sense of unreality that he wasHe suddenly remembered, vividly, the feel of her head against his shoulder an hour agoAt the time he'd hardly registered the fact, so intent had he been on ErleinHe tried to smile reassuringly, but he didn't think he managed it
"Troubadour, you promised us harp music!" Sandre called out abruptlyThe wizard in the darkness didn't respondDevin had forgotten about thatHe didn't feel much like singing and he didn't think Catriana did either
So, in the event, what happened was that Alessan expressionlessly claimed his Tregean pipes and began to make music alone beside the fire
He played beautifully, with a pared-down economy of sound, melodies so sweetly offered that chanel quilted handbag Devin, in his current mood, could almost imagine Eanna's stars and the blue crescent of the one moon pausing in their movements overhead so as not to have to wheel inexorably away from the grace of that music
Then a short while later Devin realized what Alessan was doing and he felt, abruptly, as if he was going to cryHe held himself very still, to keep control, and he looked at the Prince across the red and orange of the flames
Alessan's eyes were closed as he played, his lean face seemed almost hollowed out, the cheekbones showing clearlyAnd into the sounds he made he seemed to pour, as from a votive temple bowl, both the yearning that drove him, and the decency and care that Devin knew lay at the root of himBut that wasn't it, that wasn't what was making Devin want to cry: Every song that Alessan was playing, every single tune, achingly high and sweet, heartbreakingly clear, chanel wallet one after another, was a song from Senzio
A song for Erlein di Senzio, cloaked in bitterness and the shadows of night by the riverbank alone
I will not say I am sorry, Alessan had told the wizard as the sun had setBut I can tell you that I grieve
And the night, listening to the music the Prince of Tigana made upon his pipes, Devin learned the diiference between the twoHe watched Alessan, and then he watched the others as they looked at the Prince, and it was when he was gazing at Baerd that the need to weep did grow too strongHis own griefs rose to the call of the mountain pipesGrief for Alessan and overmastered ErleinFor Baerd and his haunted night walkingFor Sandre and his ten fingers and his dead sonFor Catriana and himself, all their generation, rootless and cut off from what they were in a world without a homeFor all the myriad accumulations of loss and what men and women shop prada handbags had to do in order to seek redress
Catriana went to the baggage and she opened and poured another bottle of wineAnd as always, it was blueShe filled Devin's glass in silenceShe'd scarcely spoken a word all night, but he felt closer to her than he had in a long timeHe drank slowly, watching the cold smoke rise from his glass and drift away in the cool nightThe stars overhead were like icy points of fire and the moon was as blue as the wine and as far away as freedom, or a home
Devin finished his glass and put it downHe reached for his blanket and lay down himself, wrapping it around himHe found himself thinking about his father and of the twins for the first time in a long time
A few moments later Catriana lay down not far awayUsually she spread her sleeping-roll and blanket on the far side of the fire from where he was, next to the DukeDevin was wise enough now to know that chanel j12 watches there was a certain kind of reaching out in what she did, and that tonight might even mark a chance to begin the healing of what lay badly between them, but he was too drained to know what to do or say among all these complicated sorrows
He said good-night to her, softly, but she did not replyHe wasn't sure if she'd heard him, but he didn't say it againA moment later he opened them again, to look at Sandre across the fireThe Duke was gazing steadily into the flamesDevin wondered what he saw thereHe wondered, but he didn't really want to know, Erlein was a shadow, a darker place in the world against the dark by the riverbankDevin lifted himself on one elbow to look for Baerd, but Baerd had gone away, to walk alone in the night
Alessan hadn't moved, or opened his eyesHe was still playing, lonely and high and sorrowful, when Devin fell asleep
He woke to Baerd's firm hand on his louis vuitton duffle bag shoulder
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